Nothing…

I sit there looking at my empty screen listening to my new-found meditating music and I wait. In my head a million thoughts, in my heart an endless sea of emotions, but yet nothing is coming out. Where are the words when you need them.

So frustrating is the feeling, I type a couple of lines and then take them out, words are not coherent and don’t sound right. I light another cigarette another sip of coffee I type again, yet nothing is making sence, just a chaotic scatter of ideas and thoughts that are aimlessly going around in my head.

You can’t force yourself to write, that’s for sure, still I feel I have something to say. It always helps me to write down what I am feeling , it is a personal relief, and right now I find myself in a suffocating state, a state of nothingness although there is so much inside.

I just hang in there trying again and again, yet nothing. Then it hit me, with all that inner mix of thoughts and feelings and all that chaos of words and sentences, I do have something to say….it is Nothing, absolutely Nothing.

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About Sam

Cerca Trova is the Latin for ” Seek and you Shall Find “…. I’ve been in constant search for meaningful answers to many issues in my life..i have found some and many are still missing… I found answers in music, in poetry,in other’s words,and my personal experience… Yet I’m still seeking answers for so much more… I would love to share with you what I’ve found so far,and take you along on my journey in seeking the rest…
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One Response to Nothing…

  1. I like your Nothing… But one nothing is somehow different from other nothing. And we seem to somehow be able to transform the one into the other. Or just get access to this Nothing we can enjoy.

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